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clay

 me striking a magnificent pose at jasmines house while telling her my love for dead babies and small hairless animals.

 colton being a bad bad boy

 Meghan doing her mob face and me looking like a ghost

 doesnt jesus look smashing in shades.. haha look at kyle

 me whipping nick .. teaching him a lesson

 Lodish in the hallway.. indeed

i have like 3,000 more but my computer just doesnt wish to help me out

I know I know I know

I messed up in a big way . thanks guys for reminding me of what a piece of shit I am. and thank you to some of my "friends" who have reminded me that I'm a horrible person now and that I'm only going to become worse. thanks .. my week has been a living hell and no one will let it go. I know I brought this upon myself but PLEASE don't make me feel anyworse or any more sleazy than I already do. it is quite obvious that no one is going to let this one go so I might as well give up .

thank you so much everyone. really.. I know how you really feel about me now.

I'm going to be gone the next few days so feel free to spread as many rumors about me as you wish.. laugh it up

well hmm.. it has been a while sense i have updated . not to much has happened..

monday i hung out with eric and this other kid.. i feel really bad b/c i cant remember his name.. lol

tuesday i hung out with meghan and then went home

wendsday i hung out with eric and the other kid and this kid named keer.. i dont know how to spell his name but thats how it is prenounced..

today i might hangout with them today again but i have to go to my dads house for a little while to do some research.. but who knows

friday is the big "formal" im not sure if il go though or not

well that tis it for now

ahh yes and i am single now of course

well this week has been splendid..

i really dont know how to exsplain it, it just has been grand. school is the same boring thing after another. we got our reportcards back i did better than i usually do so that was a plus. but now i sick but im getting better thankfully. i hung out with chris, dylan, and naomi most of the week and that was grand. i was going to hang out with jade and meghan today but the snow predictions brought that to a hault. but thats ok. i might go over to b rodgers tonight with some people. but other than that i have nothing planned for this weekend. and heck yes early dismissal on wendsday and oh yes tuesday is valentines day. well i shall leave you now

Never underestamate my  jesus
your telling me that theres no hope
Im telling you your wrong
Never underestamate my  jesus
When the world around you crumbles he will be strong he will be strong

                                       -relient k

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